it's been a while.. i know.. i think i got kicked out of one community coz i ddn post for quite a while.. thats ok.. its fair.. no harm.. but really i kinda missed posting.. Ü seriously, i just finished browsing and i envy other people who've posted regularly coz they have an uber long history now.. and i really wanted that.. *sigh* was just too busy..
btw, one of the reasons why i was unable to post is that internet use at work is strictly prohibited.. [im at work right now.. somebody get me fired!!] lol.. secondly, even if i could use the net at home, i was either too lazy or too tired or too sleepy to go online.. i only use the net nowadays to play GunBound.. or check my email.. life right now sux..
i thought id be extremely happy as a career its only now that i realize it has its perks and downs as wel.. damn right i have the money to do anything i want but i dont have the time to do actually everything i want.. it's kinda the real deal that grown ups kept bombarding you about when you were still in school.. they say do whatever you want while everything is still spoon fed to you but when you try and live by yourself thats when it kicks the living hell out of you.. now im not wondering why there are so many bums on earth.. >_< sometimes i just wish i could be one of those people on tv those lucky rich heiresses.. that way.. everything i do in my lifetime has already been paid for by the previous generation.. so then, i could max out debts until the next generation would just have enough resources for them to live.. gets? hehe.. crazy.. but its happening.. still crazy.. but dont you just wish?! *_*
anyway, i guess thatd be it for now.. hafta focus.. work work work.. love the job, need the money..
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